assignments.

assalamualaikum,

straight to my points______________

In a 2 weeks time my overload 9 assignments are now left only with 2 assignments left. kekeke not that i do ot fast.but a last minute preparation is killing especially for those newbies who is not use with last minute of assignments preparation. it needs totally a mentally and physically strength to hold on and  ability of being patient and shardly able to stress or tension. im not saying im not even stress nor im not even tension.indeed I  do get stress and i do get tension...but i can hold on, i can stand it and i in sha Allah finished my works. but it really needs a really strong will and a calm mind. and Of course a family and friends support are also a big help in helping you doing your works or assignments or anything.

hmm okay...im enough for this morning.

assalamualaikum.

I miss my family, my home, my bed, my freedom

I miss home. Its not that long since i havent been home btw, but i miss it. I miss my parents. I miss my sibling. I miss my babyfruit!  I don't believe i said these things. Haha. 

And bot to forget, i miss my outside world..away from works, away from any problems, away from curiousity, away from anything that disturbing my mind. i need fresh air. I need space..haha too much needs huh.

Its been 2 weeks tho ive been away from home. Not long enough i told you. But u can feel the .....the.... Emotion. If u knw what i mean.. Hehe.

Ok till then..i see you sometime ..blog? Hehe

Curiousity kills.left out.

recently..ive this feeling of being left out of many things. I don't mind if i was being leave out rarely.  But frequently, i cant hold on.

How do u feel if you were the only one that was being left out as in u were actually in a group. And after, u din even know a single thing of what they are talking about.and when they started to laugh or they started to talk about things..they understood each other but i dont. And even ur closest one din even tell you about anything. This is when i felt worst.i felt heartache.scratched everywhere as ur closest one din even understand you. At least , at least tell me even i dont ask, cause if you know me, u'll tell me even i don't ask. Curiousity kills. ill do the same  if u do the same..lead the way and ill follow. ask me of any curiousity . and ill tell. only to you. U knw that.  its hard to endure curiousity thus sometime will lead you to being moody .leads you to being silents.lead you to become less concern to your surrounding. As i had mentioned before in my older posts.. I am very unconcern if the other ppl din tell me anything of what they've been saying..but if it my close friends..i am very much concern and very much mad if the one that is not open minded to me and not sharing a single thing is my close friends.  okay,.. Just a simple curhat here. im trying to be positive . Ya Rabb jauhkan sifat-sifat negative dan sifat-sifat buruk dari diriku dan sahabatku serta krluargaku. Aku mohon.. Bersihkan hatiku dari sifat munafiq. Amin.! Sahabat, uhibbuki fillah abadan abada' .

but...at the end of the day.. wise thought is a must. moral of the story it is still me the one that is so emotional .so...dear myself, "hati dan jiwa yang bersih menghasilkan pemikiran yang positif". and don't mind those who doesnt even mind about you.mind those who always with you thru ur bad or ur good. and accept advise np matter what. b strong.

I miss us three.

yeap so lame cause i miss our old photo's.

Dijah's said 

"Atu itam mukaku"

Me

"Iatah gnya our lates picture yg ada"lol

Haha i guess we shud make time to update our pictures djah.!

And currently we've changed.i do admit. Each one of us has changed..her with her.you with you. And me with me. But for sure..we'll still gona stay friends till janna. In sha Allah..as long as we did not forget abt each other. even after each one of us met new friends..got new close ones..just don't cut our line shud b okay..well ppl dont feel weird.its just only that we were close before that we got use on being so close.positive pls. And yeap..its been so long since we've last met..i guess in last february? Ya Rabb, batah jua udah tu...i guess Allah belum kasi masa untuk berjumpa mungkin ada hikmahnya...kan dijah? Muxy? Haha..well with muxy i do meet her ..still i felt we're far apart ;p  apalagi yg seorang atu..batah udah.i always said..belum masanya..hehe ok doakan our 3 punya friendship berkekalan ke janna...ameen! Okay..for now..bu byee Kekeke.

As'salamualaikum...

I miss you, friend

As'salamualaikum..

I miss my friend, and im not shy to admit.

Ive learnt much about friendship thus lead me to being strong to say such thing as "i miss you" or "i love you" to a friend.to my close friend. I don't mind ppl saying on the back that saying these things means that they kind of like of furthurmore as liking as a couple?no .and never. Those who have these thoughts are just jealous and din even know what is friendship. 

For now,ill end my hujah about friendship.

And my friend..thanks for always responded to my annoyance.haha. And keep patient as me will not stop bugging you if i miss you. And hey, stay being yourself and not forgetting me. Thankyou... You know who u are.. :p

Don't fake ur self

Just a quick little reminder to anyone especially to me. 

Just be yourselves.

Don't be someone, or anyone that is not you.

Don't try to copy someone.

Don't try to be like someone u adore or aomeone u like or someone u hate.

Just be yourselves. Be your true selves.

and if its a good attitude  continue to be like it..but if u know its not a good attitude..try to change to be better ..to be good..and this is acceptable..

Because...if u are not you..if u fake urselves by becoming like someone else..it can be seen. It it detectable and in the end you'll become embarrased..because of you are not who u are. 

okay..its a little complicated ey...just try to understand what i meant. Haha ..

Till now fellows, babidibabidi boo.. Assalamualaikum :)

RAMADHAN

RAMADHAN......syukur kepada Allah swt kerana telah menyampaikan diri ini lagi ke bulan yang mulia ini....bulan yang di cintai seluruh umat Islam..bulan yang membawa berkat..bulan beribadah..bulan untuk kita memperbanyakkan amal ibadat...bulan Ramadhan bulan berganda..setiap amalan yang dilakukan in sha Allah akan mendapat balasan yang berganda..

"Apabila kita membuat kesilapan kita sering menyalahkan syaitan dan iblis yang menggoda kita. Tetapi mengapakah kesilapan yang sama turut berlaku dalam bulan Ramadhan? Adakah rantai-rantai yang membelit kaki-kaki syaitan itu terlalu panjang hingga dapat memberi 'petunjuk' kepada kita?

Sabda Rasulullah saw.:

"Apabila datang bulan Ramadhan, dibukakan pintu langit dan ditutup pintu neraka serta dibelenggu segala syaitan."

Semoga dengan keberkatan Ramadhan ini kita akan dapat menggilap kembali hati kita yang pudar dan melumpuhkan nafsu-nafsu hitam yang bertahta di hati kita selama ini. Oleh itu, inilah masa yang perlu digunakan sebaik mungkin untuk mendidik kembali nafsu kita yang selama ini dikongkong oleh syaitan. Berpuasa bukanlah sekadar berlapar semata-mata. Tetapi puasa adalah berlapar di samping mendidik nafsu dan peribadi manusia. Ini adalah jihad yang maha besar yang perlu dihadapi oleh setiap  umat Islam.

Nabi Muhammad saw pernah bersabda:

"Berjihadlah kamu dengan lapar dan dahaga kerana pahalanya seperti pahala mujahid di jalan Allah (fi sabilillah) dan sesungguhnya tiada amalan yang lebih diperkenankan oleh Allah selain menahan lapar dan dahaga"

Bulan Ramadhan ini adalah anugerah Allah sebagai lambang kasih sayang kepada hamba-hamba Nya. Allah tidak mensia-siakan keletihan umatnya yang berpuasa hinggakan tidur di waktu siang juga diberikan pahala. Begitu besarnya kasih sayang Allah pada kita. Oleh itu marilah bersama-sama kita menilai diri kita. Semoga tahun ini amalan kita akan semakin bertambah dan sempurna perlaksanaannya. Insya Allah. Janganlah kita termasuk dalam golongan yang menganiayai diri

sendiri.

Sabda Rasulullah saw:

"Barangsiapa yang mendirikan Ramadhan dengan penuh keimanan nescaya diampunkan segala dosa-dosanya yang lalu."

Semoga kita dapat melalui RAMADHAN kali ini dengan sempurna..Ameen..

Wasalam

PS : puasa hari ke 8 bulan ramadhan 2013.