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MU vs MC + esok raya ah

awal sudah stress jua meliat eh. babah ani pun sasak. sekali udah goal beteriak ya! udah kana balas goal beteriak ia jua. haha. inda ku paham eh. but, ada one moment atu,
nya babah "eh, karas jua keeper MC atu, birthday nya kali." haha, aku ketawa kecalian.
aku apa lagi luan malar bebalas goal2 ane nda jua ku sanang duduk tu, udah tah aku betting dgn someone. haha. mun alah rugi jua ku tu.ani baik jua manang inda jua ku rugi. :D
di faacebook tah ku release tension, buat status ku.

lately, i've been thinking pasal raya ane wah. can i control my eating or not? cause i'm gaining. heck that! i plan to not drink much of fizzy drinks.
and also, i must not forget about my incoming olevel exam this october! :/ i gotta work harder on math and cs. poa? no promises.

i can't wait for tommorow actually and now im getting nervous. like hell!
till then, i'm going to sleep. a lot of work to do tomorrow. toodles everyone!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN. MOHON AMPUN ATAS SALAH SILAP KU. mohon ampun atas segala kata kata maybe ada tersalah, tersasul tanpa ku sedari. mohon ampun aku. :p

selamat hari rayaaaaaa

malam raya, abis sungkai....main badill..hahahas astahhh sigau jua eh bini2nya..kambeng
eh kanyang eh........tapiii rumah alum tah lg beusaii..makanan pun alum ada astahh...miana kan raya ne..aduh cemana cemana???hmmphh...malas ku kan blogging dulu eh masa ane...sibuk bangetttttt.....raya waaaaahh...bah im off dulu and idk for how long....

selamat hari raya semuanya,...maaf zahir batin...
minta ampun aku....
atas dosa2ku...
minta ampun aku...
atas kesalahanku....
aku bukan siapa2
aku hnya manusia
yg tak lepas dari,,,,kesalahannn..
ku serahkan~
hidupku padamu
tuhan ampuni aku..
ku mohon padamu....
tunjukkan jalanku.......Dmassive....

love u all..no matter who.toooodlesss!!!

16.9 til today`~

16 of september- abg imi birthday!!!!hehe
happy bday to you
happy bday to you
happy bday to you
happy bday eeehh..hehehe
semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki..supaya dapat melanja aku..hahahahh
success ur life big bro!hopefully

and also the day my cuzn 'kaka gimah' meninggalkan berunai and off to kemana kan?cardiff kah?*correct me if im wrong..we hugging2 lah sama kagimah...hmmmm sooo saddd!!hehehe..ily kagimm!!!miss u smuch.kami semua sungkai di airport minum lah sja and makan kuih..hehe ..ramai2 and yes siuk lah...siuk but sad.T_T..*berair mata..

malamnya..durg mama bwa sungkai buffet!!!hehehe di mutiah kiulap..hehee it was a last minute planning actually..so kami makan lah sana hehe...sodappp..tapi parut kami kanyang lah sudah asal bnyak minum air masa di airport.hehe tapi supaya nda rugi makan sja bnyak2..haha..

at home still malam.....cake time!!!hehehe chocolate cakes!!nyamannn....tapinya nda lagi surprise bah kan bge cake arh bg imi ah..masa ptg ea udah menagih.."ma mana cakeku?"*blik keraja ya meliat icebox and freezer..hahaha astah...

today~~~dimalam.hahaha aku with mama and also with a little help of my lil brother*amni*...kami buat TAPAK KUDA.hahahaha...and yes menjadi!!!!yeayyy...
tapinya ne this morning ne masani...nda menjadi tiaaa..aduii..mengapakan tu ya...menyamal mama kan mmbuat..haha...

okay then ....laterr~~~toodles!

15 septemberrr~~~bnyaknya urg birthday

wahhhh bnyak eh urg birthday todayy!!!nda enough my money to buy them all a present each!hehe i just gave them my greetings!ok le tuuu...btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO.....

AMINAH[bffs]
KA DIANA[cuzzy]
WAIE[cuzzy]
FAIZ[kawan]

happy bday guyss~~~~~
my god bless uuuu!!heheand hopefully ur life filled with joyness and happiness!!!!
love u all..

currently-watching upin ipin the muvi.hehehehe..toodlessss~~

jangan menyerah +mohon ampun aku +love story...nda smpat blogging bth2

now 2 minutes to half past 8..listening to d'masive songs jgn menyerah +minta ampun aku and oso taylor swift love story~~best ehh hehe..bowh beguruhhh..*shocked*in a sudden bah guruh ah..aduiii i must turn off my pc now..omg!!bekilat beguruh eh...

eatah paling sedikitr ne...paksa tutup wireless now~~~toodles

today morning at 7!!aku mau ikutttt~

eyhhh aku kan ikut kekubur wah ne sebenarnya!!tp nda dapat..kacau jua*****ane ehhhh.paham2 wah.hehehe.last year pun nda jua ku dapat ikut ketentaya aneee.bri sasak ehh.siuk bah tu kekubur ditentaya ah..lasak bui~~haha.bbh ane jua luan awal.cubatah tunggu ku free.ane masih lg maseh* haha.apa deeeh.ane tinggal tah ku drumah neee.kana suruh panyap2 rumah lagi.naleh jua ku memanyap tu krg sama jua bejurit balik..payah nada maid ane!hmm..
....
so aku mandi and on facebook,dgr lagu and blogging!sanang jua ati sdikit ..75% stress lost.hehehe..my head barat wah this morning dnt know why.aduh.hehe. tapi bjuku alum siap ku laundry!!hahaha.susah ehh..Gaining 25% stress balik....i need to calm neee now!
laugh pikah laughhhh..=)))))).bah later ehh.ive to do my laundry dulu.then panyap rumah..krg kemarahan ku..hehehe.

toodlesss!

happy birthday HANNAN!!

happy bday to you

happy bday to you

happy bday to hannan

happy bday to you!!!*holding cupcakes!!with small candle over it*hehe

there were u everywhere that light up our day[bstfrens]with joy...hehehe

nan perasaan udah kah tu wordsku ah?alum kah?haha

that pictures i just posted ,there were you in each photos.from the day we start our friendship till now..haha and btw i dnt have ur individual picture.hahahaha.
may god blessed u my friend!!ilyhave a good life!...thats the best picture i got so far.cool babe.cali..ah f tani flash back dri form 4 til now.hehehe..

jgn marahh aaaaa...hahaha.happy birthdayyyyyy...

this were the pictures taken yesterday during function at hannan's house[tahlilan]+sungkai there...hehe yesterday was a fun moments to be with them [sungkai bareng]and yeah we took a lot of pictures!!!

actually there were some other pictures that i havent uploaded yet..indeed im lazy sudah bcause this pc ada problem kelaggingannya!hehehe..thats for now...

oops i forgot to mention the babes on this pictures...they were"insyirah,hannan,sabs,kals.dijah,minah and zirah...and also me!"hehe

*i am so tired currently.*betongkat mata udah eventhough its still 9pm now....;sorry if there's a mistake.=pp..toodles!!

1/2 an hour b4 off to school../am/

At 8 aku liat-csi miami[wajib ku liat ne.best!]......, pukul 9 ceta"3 pengantin utk ayahku[aruna]"siukkk pasal playersnya handsome + cute ahh.parah parah parahhh~~.pukul 10 adiku mengusut minta dgani main ps2.hmmmph kanak2 tah banarrr.and nowww...

pkul 1030..aku buka facebook and blogging sekajap.arh mukabuku' hannah montana me wall aku saying,
"heyho. hannah montana's here. HAHA"' big smile on my face pasal cali usulnya.haha

then aku buka WLM..nda urg siuk2 mentxt so i just left offline.hehe..
nii nah dulu pikirkan aku main ps2 ahhh sigau jua tu..haha ne nah adiku si alai punya pasalll.kalau nda ditulung menangis miana kan tuu?hehhh baik jua ku nda pasting.mun nda kurang pahala ku udh.hehh.bureng eh pgi ane nada kan diceritakan.

oh yesss krg si tampui and si patin nda sekulah so tinggal sabs, hannan ,tijah and me sja pebinian yg sekulahhh.eyyyhh...poa lg ada ne aher lg 'sigh

and awuu krg jua ah arh hannan ane... i dnt have bju kan dipakai krg and still alum ku tepikir kan pkai bju apa.smua bjuku yg lama and old fashioned udahhh.god help mee.hannan suh pkai jubah but i takde jubah.hehehe.so i pkai bk sja..yatah na ku tau kn pkai warna apa.heyy utakkk thinkkkkkk now!!or else..apanah.idk eh.

i wonder adiku yg 6 year old boy ane dapat jaga rumah just for half an hour until my mom dtg while im off to school krg pkul 11 ahh..biar ya eh surg drumah ku kunci pintu sja..mama jua udh bekurapak ntae arh adiku supaya teranah sja main game...gud luck naughty boooy~~

OMG!!!bohhhhhhh aher udhhhhh rupanyaaaa!!!5 min to 11 and stiull i havent change yet!dtg tia busku nee...bah im off dulu ....toodles!~

*im late!!

after the long rest.updated!!

hmmph...malam terasa sepi..penghawa dingin terasa panas..cahaya lampu kian menghilang~~eyh apakannn..haha memanas dulu bahh

its been batah udah ku nda update my blogg..mungkin ku sibuk kali nth kenapa.
tonight i cant sleep but ada hati memblogging~
hmmph apaaah..

yesssss aku suka david archuleta berabisly currently.nth knp...ianya perasaan yang mendadak.haha..at the same time i fell in love to irshadi B.haha i dont "ST1"..well jason mraz jadi penghibur hati ketika cinta mula berputik.kehangatan lee dong wook semakin mendebarkan jiwa disini yg kian menyintai ramai lelaki.hahahaha..apadihh..banarnya plg tu..*kira nda minat lelaki berunai bah ne aku ah.bebanar.

currently*chatting sama kawan hannan and sabs..kan blikkan dvd durg yg kupinjam batah udh ku param dibilik lapas ku abis liat.haha

esok will be the last day aku skulah b4 cuti raya+puasa(2 weeks sja)still aint enough wah[needed more xtra days]..and yes oso esok ada function ara rumah hanan sungkai sanalerrr...anitah masanya makan bebanyak telanjur free atu.i wonder ada urg antar n ambil esok..hopefully ada urg baik hati mau ntr n ambil without any payment!!haha.kdg2 ada yg minta usin bah mun ku minta ntr.adatah tu urgnya.u dont want to know.

now 1030 pm.still early actually but i gotta off pasal karang kedapatan mama ku on internet sja.eshh payah ee nda laptop aneee.i wanna buy ONE!!

//after the long rest ...UPDATED! toodles!

best quotes?i guess

i got this quotes at a place called internet~~i just love this quotes n perhaps i hate it too..just read=)


10th grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

i just hated the guy..sobs~hee

mixxed

holiday..hmmmh.. visit to kk(just 3 days,dun worry)..was too much enjoyable..i bought many thingy not as usual..cause there brgnya more lawa2 than here..some things were cheaper though..
hee..

2 weeks holiday?ummh much boring n i hated it bcause i dont study at home f cuti buku pun cuti jadinya~adala jua baca2 ONLY a lill i guess?.hee

oso..a friends of mine hanan..kana than di hospital?tekajut mati ku sbnrnya but i buat2 tenang lah sja...hehe.i was sorry i couldnt visit her that time cause im afraid of the deadly famous virus .........i cant even say the name .oh my... ok now ea dh aff frm hospital..im glad she's okay...take care friend~ly

1st day of school-absent
2nd -absent
3rd-cuti
thurs...brutah skula

pasal i demam...orang demam dilarang kesekolah..jikalau sekolah juga akan dihalau..weseh bahasa melayu standard sementera..AND this buat aku more boring pasal dirumah lagi.eh payah eee.i wanna go to school bah.cobalah untuk mengerti~

b4 i forgot....
5th of july,nina my only sis(little sis) birthday!!!!hehe..that night we surprised her together with amni(my lil bro)who will have his birthday on the next day...WITH 1pound of chocolate cakes(amni punya) and oso 1 pound of strawberry cake(nina punya) ...the surprised was a lil bit delayed pasal si AMNI masatu sibuk2 tia kan mandi..so bbh n mama did their works by delaying nina with all kitchens work(which usually my work)haha..sebelum nina masuk bilik tamu untuk online(kami2 slalu kumpul dibilik tamu wa pasal blaja on9 n segalalah)so..me and my other siblings sudah pasang candle on the cakes and sampai hancur candlenya(dibilik tamu)..adui....hehe
when the time came yes babah called out for them started nina dulu(who was kan menangis pasal pkir nada cake untuk ea cause it was already 9 pm kali nda ngat)hehe n i saan handal keyboard played birthday songs tp ada dikit kesalahan...shame on me..hehehehe...then masuk amni n tekajut pasal his birthday was kana celebrate earlier...(pasal esk pagi2-7th of july- he has to go back to his hostel tutong-skulah arab.sian dia~

the next day-7th of july-mama punya birthday wah...bbh planned arahku nya bbh ptg krg blik mama keraja bawa mama keserdang ara nini kan antar kueh nini kirim..noo bungsuku yg kirim (tinggal serumah wit nini jua)hehe bukan nini..then masa bbh sana ea suruh kami bli cake n get ready di BILIK BBH untuk surprise kn mama...tpnya nda menjadi pasal kami aher datang kerumah...so we use the 2nd plan which time mama mandi kami bbh suruh ready2 cake n watsoever....n bbh told us to wait in front of bbhmama punya bilik..n kalau bbh basar suaranya meaning sudah siap tu mama..heee n when mama kluar bilik me with(my siblings) sing out birthday songs for mama n mama was surprised!!haha.mama punya cake mau tau???cocholate+yam cakes laaaa....it taste sodapppppp berabisly..n we were disajikan with KFC(bg apip bli)and nasi bungkus ayam(bg adieb bli)hehe...yeaah senang sekali hidup malam atu.hehehe
happy 46th b'day mama.~

today-my cousin fatin sleep over dirumahku hehe pasal ea bureng...n she brought oso her laptop..hehe pasal ea bureng dirumah though ea nda g kulah..hehe...and and she panat lah urgnya..hahaha.ea tyidur pkai bju kurung wah.unbelieveable jua tu..haha.nya comfortable bah pkai bju kurung tidur.haha antyam tah kau patin..

tonight-wondering skula ka nda esk ah...hmm i miss my friends damn much.hehehe.hye girls~~~~i cuti batah ane i thought nada hw...sekalinya di FB hanan gtau ada hw POA lagi.aduh...mati aku.,..FINAL A/C lg...adui...OMG.capek aku ee...
nyt2 dulu guys...toodles..

p.s-aku suka lagu merindukanmu by D'masiv.chaio.

*correct me if im wrong*

luahan hati.eseh.

am i bad?am i rude?why is evryone blamed me?talking nothin to me?mcm aku ane invisible.i noe im a lil bad talker but sumtimes.tapi aku nda tau itu.i didnt meant it seriously.tapi nda jua?eakah?tell me pls?sumone????kawanku?

we were treatened like stupid idiot.

today's morning.at skul.my friends(patin.hanan.sabs.tampui.)and me..dtg skula cm setaie.(kan ambil attendance wa actually.)we were treatened like stupid idiot..doing nothing at skul..(didnt noe wat to do actually,nada lg extra class(empty classses)padahal sir jua suruh datang pun(heartburnt)esssh~~~we were just walking around at school watching people kuai2..(temporary Nazir perhaps?)yeha..and and ada assembly lg bri sasak...since it was already half past 11..we were still inside the hall as we shud already leave at that time..why were it delayed?pasal sibuk2 tia lg kan nyanyikan urg b'day..oh gosh sakitnya atiku,,.and disiplin advised x lg adui...arghhh...eyyyy..baik jua aku ne penyabar ckit urgnya

=p!hahah..mun nda i sanggup kuar trus without any permission..(permission to fly~~singing..)xp stress yaw..*mantang2 kami ane repeaters it doesnt mean kami na kana layan.baik jua ada tcer Suhara td kajap dengankankami*f i knew i wont come to skul wah today.

and oso.....masa kami break di bus10 aku.patin.sabs.hanan makn and...oh my gosh!!sitampoi...she was just standing and doin nothin..she was called uleh some tcer ara recycle bin ..haha n she was asked to bring an empty bin full with bad smell..urgh yuchh..haha

we cant stop but laughed laughed and laughed..,haha..end for now.

um it is still 9.34...kan tdur dah mataku.bye2.bangggg.

toodles~

dissapointment+anger..just for a while

i am not in the mood now....
i just played my fav games virtual villagers2.....shhhhh
there was someone who had accidently start over my saved parts!!ohhh i hate it badly!
f i just know the person...arghh... ill eat them alive...ohh naaah not that bad..hehe
i just couldnt take it as i am the first one who've came far away playing that games among the rest of my siblings whom oso playing this games..maybe there was someone jealous towards me...hehe naah...

done from my anger.hehe not anymore after i let out my feelings here..fuh

Quotes for u friends

You're...
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!

True friendship is like sound health, the value of it is seldom known until it is lost."

"It is by chance we met . . .By choice we became friends."

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I would not follow, I would be at the bottom to catch them when they fall.

"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."

Some friends are simply irreplaceable. A true person easily becomes a true friend. True friendship is indeed rare. Some become our best friends....



ps :...A circle is round it has no end, that's how long I want to be your friend!

"Masih jelas"

Beralih musim ke musim

Hati tetap serupa

Tiada yang berubah

Dari hari dikau pergi

Dikau pergi

Penjara..

hidup ini penjara tanpa ada simpati

Kepada sang kekasih

Yang dilanda, yang dilandaKehilangan..

Masih jelas setiap garisan halus

Bila senyuman kau ukirkan untukku

Masih jelas setiap lekuk penjuru

Menghiasi wajahmu

Waktu kau renung aku

Ratib sendu..

Ratib sendu bergetar dalam kalbu

Hingga menitis linangDari kelopak mata

Keranaku keranamu dipisahkan

Sudah suratan takdir begini

Segalanya sementara

Selagi hayat masih ada

Kau bertakhta di hatiku

-full lyrics of masih jelas-

its all right its okay!

You told me there's no need To talk it out Cause its too late To proceed And slowly I took your words and walk away No looking back I wont regret, no I will find my way I'm broken But still I have to say

It's Alright, OK I'm so much better without you I wont be sorry Alright, Ok So don't you bother what I do No matter what you say I wont return Our bridge has burnt down I'm stronger now Alright , Ok I'm so much better without you I wont be sorry

You played me Betrayed me Your love was nothing but a game Portrait a role You took control, I I couldn't help but fall So deep But now I see things clear

It's Alright, OK I'm so much better without you I wont be sorry Alright, Ok So don't you bother what I do No matter what you say I wont return Our bridge has burnt down I'm stronger now Alright , Ok I'm so much better without you I wont be sorry

Don't waste your fiction tears on me Just save them for someone in need It's Way to late I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK I'm so much better without you I wont be sorry Alright, Ok So don't you bother what I do No matter what you say I wont return Our bridge has burnt down I'm stronger now Alright , Ok I'm so much better without you I wont be sorry

tewsting