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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....Assalamualaikum ...believe in Allah.. Prinsip- forgive,Forget and ikhlas...In sha Allah everything will be fine... setentunya....Allah SWT Tuhanku ,Agama Islam nyawaku! Rasulullah SAW rasulku..Idolaku nyawaku Ikutanku Dunia Akhirat..!!!!in Sha Allah Amin Ya Rabb!! Blog ini khusus ana buat menjadi ana punya diari, segala curhat hati ana luahkan di blog ana ini.. Mohon kepada sesiapa yang terbaca blog ana, jgn ada yg terasa hati.. Semuanya hanya perasaan dari hati ana tidak berniat untuk ditujukan kepada siapa siapa untuk menyakitkan..jikalau terasa.. Hnya curhat hati saja untuk menghindari kesalahfahaman

Tuesday 31 May 2011

Hii there lovelies out there! Its been a few days i havent been blogging..u know why right?my pc still on repair at pc clinic xb.u know where...and now im blogging using my hp and this is HARD! But i don't care cause i miss blogging,there were much happened this few days and i couldn't tell everything in here cause it may took hours to write it using my handphone.*sigh*

i will just tell u about whats happening today okay.. :) .currently im at saloon with my lil sis u know women's thingy..haha..me and my sis are having hair rebonding right now..and yeah there are 2 ppl currently working on my hair while im blogging here on my phone.and my head goes left ,then right then back to the left..u know right?hair thingy..haha bt nevermind.xb..i go rebonding cuz now the saloon having their promo like what ive already mentioned at older posts....ill let u know whats the result of my hair later after ive finish.haha..

Mmm..okay today we 2pm hottests are trending #1000daysof2pm on twitter!so hottes lets together go trending #1000daysof2pm .don't stop can't stop until we reach the top!i love 2pm.and HOTTEST out there..lets unite!hehe..

Oh yeah,before i fogot, CONGRATS TO ALL BRUNEIAN MILITARY TODAY .its 31st of may .and its bruneian military's birthday today!!
Apa nya urang brunei "selamat hari jadi askar"!!! Semangat bh ni sentiasa.haha.and i congrats to one of my brothers too, who's working in the military oso..abg adib..go go be the best army!we your family will always support ur career...hehehe..

Ok gotta go now,am going to have hairwashing.

Toodles!anyeong!

Thursday 26 May 2011

last night!viruses strikes my PC.godddd...my pc broke down...it cannot be started.goshhhh i really hate VIRUSES like I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!it was my bro's fault tho cuz he din scan his pindrive .and "avira antivirus" is not working to remove the vuruses. --""""".

and now im at school sitting at the dropoff points with hanisah,nurul and her friends and hanan was here before butshe went up to her class just now cuz she's not feeling well...pity her.

seems like i couldn't blogging everyday now since my pc broke down..im blogging now using my sister's laptop for this time only bacause i borrowed her lappy to school..at home?i won't be blogging cause she's using her laptop like all the time...not all time lah but she's not gonna let us use her laptop unless our school work..maybe.haha.

yesterday GP exam was very HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!HELL hard!.most of the questions were new and mostly that we haven't study yet...goshh...ahhhhh forget this forget this...!but how i wish i will score in this exam...;s

hmmmm.....many of my friends gonna have their math AS exam later...so goodluck guys!!!!!!do yah besttt.

gotta go now..

Monday 23 May 2011

i woke up late this morning!!!!blame my phone cuz i din hear the alarm ringing!!haha.it was my fault tho, cuz last nite i slept late..umm about 2am perhaps...hehe cuz i was watching korean series !!ya know drama addict!!huahaha.usually i woke up at 5am but this morning i woke up like 6++ am which my MOM herself came up to my room and gave me electric shocked with her maximum volume of her voice as my alarm which is "pikaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,,,astahhhhhh alum lagi bangunnnn.pukul 6 lalu udahh.behapa sja kau dimalam kannn" haha i was like ,i opened my eyes and i directly saw my mom's face.then i dashed to the bathroom without saying anything AND i din realised i din bring my towel!hahaha.i shouted from the bathroom for my lil sis to bring me towel but she asked my lil brother to brought it for me instead...haisshhh jelama jelama!
my bad tho..and i missed suboh prayer...:s..*dissapointed my self*

at school,arrived there at about 635-645 :D.hmmm express huh.hehe.as always had a morning chit chat with hanisah,nurul and hanan at the drop off point since we've got nothing to do in class..hehe.bla bla blahhh then class started..block 1 was my GP lesson and we're doing essay practicing since the day after tommoro we will have our GP AS LEVEL exam...so wish me luck!!!
in my block 2 was geography...we did a lot of talking rather than studying..but i din talk much there..imma lil moody maybe because i was really sleepy!!i barely even open my eyes!hmmm and tommorow we will start our geo individual presentation..so wish me luck too!!
block 3 was my PS...as always i was with my friends u surely know what we usually did right?friends with friends waaaa...ended up storytelling laaa.u know what i meant.again i din talk much....my eyes were heavy and that pissed me off.
hmmm block 4 ....i had my syariah lesson but the teacher told us to do our own revision for our AS ...hmmmm this time i was really moody cause i started to feel heavy in my head.like VERY heavy..i barely listened to what my friends said..that's what made me badmood..oh such a heavy head.but slowly...i felt fresh and i ended up talking random topics with my tablemates ;b, was singing an old song from an old indo series "inikah cinta" .. some of the lyrics were "inikah yg ku terima..dan inikah.....lalalala ku terlukaa...." haha cant remember the full correct lyrics..AND i was surprised that one of my friends knew the song...:S i actually din remember that we were once looking for the song in the internet ...luckily she mentioned it cuz i really din remember., but until now we couldnt find the song..even from the internet .i did found one, but only the record one.u know record from the tv...not the mp3 one..idk why but there was rumours saying that the song was made only to be played in the series and sort of like "not publicize" . but hey knowing that she remembered the song..i felt bad.i think i have to refresh my memories!!!...haha NVM.
ps ,i easily forget things lately..whats yah opinion????


after school ,i went out with bibi and nadhirah to survey some shops ...well its not any shop..its a shop to make a shirts..u know what it is..LOL...we actually planned to just order the shirts..but we ended up buying a shirts with hood.haha we bought 3 of it only since there's only 3 of that left....one for me,one for nad and one for bb..actually only bibi was interested on buying it.at first the seller sold it for $7 each but he made an offer if we buy 3,we get to pay it only for $15 ...good offer right??haha....we directly bought it...after that we ended up eating our lunch at sumbangsih...its NAD treat..thanks NAD!!!hehehe


ehhhh Got to go now....dad is calling..ohhhh i gotta accompany my lil bro for a hair cut!hehe laterr..

Saturday 21 May 2011

i went to JPMC today with farah rasil, izzah and fizah roslan....to visit our goodfriend Saida atikah who's currently unwell :S...*pray for her to get well soon...AMIN AMIN AMIN!*and yeah.,nurul x joined us too...actually she was planning to join us until hua ho tanjung bunut only..but she changed her mind and joined us to jpmc as well...hehe.at jpmc was a really awkward and sad moment..cause seeing saida's like that...fighting her illness..made us felt really sad and yes be strong saida...i know you're stong!!we here will always pray for you...:'(

after that we planned to go to the bridex beach to eat our food there but we ended up eating in the car only cause non of us know the road to the beach.haha.nurul seemed to know but she's not confident herself.haha..then we find a place to park our car and luckily we found 2 empty parking lot(we convoi 2 cars*mine and nurul*) near the polo area and eat our food in the car.hkekekeke.good idea huh..after finished eating nurul and fizah planned a last minute thought to go to the saloon...while i was sending farah and izzah back to the school, they straight away went to the saloon nearby liangtoon supermarket at sinarubai.hehehe. they asked me to catch up with them after ....and when i arrived at the saloon...nurul did something to her face(guess ur self which part)mkb.i was kinda surprised cause at first she said she wanted to cut her hair only but......*no comment*.haha.the saloon is on promotion right now until the end of may which .....to make a haircut cost only for $3-$4...
for straightening only $30(short)and $40(long hair) which usually costs around $80-$90..now its quite cheap right?????????hehehehehehehe.insyaAllah at the end of the month i will straightened my hair if i have the money..*its all about the kaching kaching*LOL
tommorow...nurul and hannan planned to come over to my house ...yeahhh!!!hehehe.and maybe fizah roslan will join em too...and they also planned to go to the saloon to make up their hair..hehehe.....

okay i feel kinda dizzy right now cause i havent eat lunch....u know i only eat bread and doughnut for my lunch before...it seens i need rice to fill in my hungry stomach....BAHHHHH.anyeong....later

Friday 20 May 2011

weekend!!!!! wooooo.i downloaded many 2pm videos here in my pc cause im getting used with my new videos downloader called "a tube" which is very fast in downloading videos from youtube.depends laa on ur internet connection.huahahaha.not very fast laaa but so far its satisfying using "atube downloader".

at the same time...im downloading avira antivirus for my cousin laptop cause his old antivirus din work any longer..i was surprised that 21 viruses were detected in his laptop!!Goddd thats very WORRYING!!plus his lappy is DELL.u know quite expensive.eh all lappy very expensive lah.there's non that costs cheap one.but 21 viruses????HELLOOOOO!!!that could kill ur laptop!!indirectly kill ur money!haha.i dont know what he did until viruses stucked in his lappy that much!hmmmh.

okay now,im worry about my pocket money.(random thought).it seems decreasing day by day.i can't control my spending.i hate uncontrolled situation.I should be banned from keeping the money my self.i should have my bank buddy.haha.i mean someone to keep my money or at least someone to give me advise on not to buy this,not to buy that,just buy cheap thingy...don't waste on useless things...think before u buy...you know..someone to rely on.. friends???anyone?? volunteer???PLEASE!hahaha.of course a very trustworthy person and i know em' for a long time.i don't give money to STRANGERS!!or someone i don't trust.if i do,im really stupid then.HAHA.jkjkjk.
but hey!my spending is really BAD nowadays.i don't do lying.haha.trust me or get out of here!lol im kidding.

oh yeah i seriously need a new school bag, cause mine right now,it looks like would ripped anytime anywhere that ****** bag wants and i should be cautious bout that.*reminding myself*haha.also a new pencil case LOL.hahaha.

ammmm....i think im gaining weight nowadays cause i don't do exercises lately sooo please i need a trainer!!a cute one would help!hahahaha.naaah just joking...a strict one would be really helpful.:D and FREE!!u know i don't have the money to pay for a trainer...u know...*broke season*hahaha

ehhhh i laughed a lot aight??i don't know why...but i love to laugh!!!hahaha.SEEEE!!!!i should be picked on acting comedy drama or series since i laughed a lot.hahaha.i do jokes also.but....sorry my jokes is not working currently..ill try again later.hahaha LOL.

nevermind nevermind nevermind nevermind...hahaha i used these words frequently!!i don't know why,it just spontaniously came out from my mind LOL ...a friend of mine get fed up with these words cause i used "nevermind" a lot with her.HAHA.sorry bout that i just can't help. :D

OOPS SORRY!its not yet weekend...its friday tho..hahaha*shame on me*

i gotta go now..its 4pm here in brunei...gotta do some exercises to burn this stupid FATS! later~~~~~~~~

Wednesday 18 May 2011

the story will begin automatically in 3 seconds, in 3.......2.......1..... now!! here it goes....i finished scool at about 12 noon, then me hanan , bibi and nurul planned to buy nasi katok for lunch i ended up buying 2 bungkus of it for my self(hungry mode) and 1 bungkus for each 1 of them.well no one's treat..its using own money okkk.so "karit" ehhhh them.HAHA.we enjoyed the fiest at hanan's house :D since her house is in the middle among our houses.*fair option uh*haha.

after lunch,they ended up with a random plan which is to go to the clinic cause bibi wanted to check her feet problem but what a coincidence!!nurul and hanan have the same feet problem i don't know....some sort of feet disease kah?i don't know the name eh...hehe.so we went to the clinic and spent about 45 mins there..nurul accompanied bibi while i accompanied hanan....when we were in the checking room..there's this indian doctor checking hanan's feet like her face was really sarcastic.her face expression was like we were uninvited wah you know like she doesn't want to check hanan's feet like next patient please! aaahhh annoying eh that doctor..ahh malas ku gagau.

after finished the clinic thingy, we sent bibi at her house at tanjung nangka...i was the one driving like "eh mana?ani kah?which simpang?mana eh? haha they answered me like "tuuuuu arah kerita keluar ah..tu kerita biru .atu wah..."hahaha "omg im confused "at last yeeeeayy we arrived at bibi's home.;D

on our way sending hanan and nurul home...sabs just sent hanan a text messeges that she passed her driving test !!!!!!! CONGRATS SABS!!!!!bahhhhh bring me somewhere!!!!huahaha.

boring story???????who cares.u read it already.no going back.LOL.
just kidding...i have no idea what to write for today wah...cause i have interesting story yesterday but i forgot what it iss!!!*frust mode*

oh yeah today 18th of may..my old friend birthday named fatimah zahra....she's my cousin also..so yeah happy birthday..happy 20th if im not mistaken..hehe

bah im enough for now...gotta get back to my 2pm channel.kekeke don't sasak2 mehhhh imma HOTTEST WAAhhh...

PS, don't forget to watch YOON EUNHYE new drama "LIE TO ME"...AWESOME!!!episode 3 is out now....coming is episode 4..
and to my friends who kknew me...please watch this series even just for a minute...and DO FOCUS on yooneunhye's handbag there, the one she always use in the series..cause i want ONE!!buy it for me.gumawo.

Sunday 15 May 2011










this is the pictures of the "tekuyung" aka the shell thingy.LoL.i caught many of them.haha.ill show u oso the pictures on how we eat em' , unfamiliar????wake up and go ask ur grandparents.HAHA.if still don't know......HMMPH..work on it.ps-its delicious puuuuun!!!!trust me!!
I, is currently at grand's house,actually planning to catch some fish here as my grand's house is on the river side..but...its raining right now..*sigh* i couldn't do fishing..i planned many things to do actualy like catching crabs("membintur" what bruneian said),fishing(mengail),and many other!but in a sudden the rain pouring!not to mention that its heavy raining in here.TT.
my grandma wants to bring me catch some "tekuyung"(bruneian words) its sort of a shell,a smal U shaped shell which we only eat the inner thingy..it is not "lukan" its something like it but its smaller and sharpener.amm i dnt know how to explain this..haha i uploaded the pictures if i get some later.haha..
Uwaaa the weather is calmer now..its getting less raining now..
I gotta go now,my uncle is calling me..we're going to catch some sea food.haha.its "water time" now!no need to go to swimming pool..we go to the original natural water then."air laut" huhuu...toodles!!wish me luck.hahaish!!

2PM - Take Off (MV) [HD]



OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!take mv in HD.woooooohp.

Saturday 14 May 2011

AT last!!!! Geo As exam already passed yesterday.and it was ....speechless..i would say is 60/40 ...i think its 50/50 too.perrrrgh. i dont know eh.the exam took 3 hours in the hall and i hurt my ass off there.hahaha.
oh yeah...i am activating back my facebook..i update there...so as twitter i really update wah.i really think i should be banned from using internet.haha.

Ku akan menanti
Meski harus penantian panjang
Ku akan tetap setia menunggumu
Ku tahu kau hanya untukku
.......
this song keep repeating on my mind!its from indo artist nikita willy
(ku tetap memanti)...
a friend of mine sang this song before in class....im just addicted to it.haha blame HER. :b

okay...since My geo AS passed already...im being active in youtube-ing everything about 2pm!!!!!!!huahaha....ps i cant wait for my dvd concert of 2pm to arrive.it will be arrive around the end of may i guess...it is very costly BTW!!haha...about bnd $90 wahhhh.haha

eh gtg now.going to fetch up my brada at tutong now.bye.laterrrr

Tuesday 10 May 2011

i realised that you've changed..
we're getting furthur apart..
we're close no more
we din share stories anymore
we're din hang out together anymore/lepaking together no more
its hard to see each other now eventho we're near
you're busy with ur things
you're busy with ur new friends
u din know about me and i din know bout you
you're not there when i need you T_T
you're being secretive
we din share whats goin on which before, we used to
we lost contact
we're not close like before
u forget about our friendship
u were carefree about us
i think u getting bored being friend with me,you fed up i think.
u dont have time for us
we're not being honest with each other
we din' trust each other anymore
our social life cause us to be like strangers
u keep going away,furthur away day by day
its like we din know each other now.like who are u?who is me?do i know u?
its like .............nevermind

i wonder when will u notice?
i wonder when will u realise?
i wonder when will you be ur self again?
i wonder when will we be like before?

i miss us!!i miss our friendship

the rumors that ive heard??,i hope its not true...because i know u long enough
that i din believed in what theyve said cause i TRUST you.please don't dissapoint me anymore.cause now with our friendship right now?im dissapointed already.
i hope u come to ur senses.

im sorry,im just letting out what should i let out.
cause i find it difficult for me to live my life if i din let it go.i couldn't just keep this only to my self.cuz IM HURT.

FYI NO HeArT FEELING aight? ini cerita tiada kena mengena dengan yg hidup atau yg mati.LOL.


ps-its 2 days left for my 1st AS level exam...so wish me LUCK.pray for me..thanks.anddddd i see you after exam aight?

assalamualaikum....anyeong.toodles.:b

Wednesday 4 May 2011

got my 2pm mini STILL album yesterday!!!!!gahhh im so HAPPY like SO MUCH!haha ive waited for almost 2 months for the album.gahhhh.i even get a FREE BIG POSTERS OF 2PM!!ahhhhhh gotta hang it on my wall asap..haha.wait till i have silotape.haha.

today ,planned to watch fast 5 with nurul x and Hanan but there were none showing fast5 for today so we ended up watching justin bieber never say never WHICH ive watched already before!haha.FYI IM not Justin Bieber BIASED.im not even a fan of him..i like him just like normal artists whom i only like just like that.no fever.but watching the documentary twice?i gotta explain this!!haha.

The first time i watched,it was to accompany my little sister who was crazy over justin bieber(JB),she was jb biased fyi.at first i din want to accompany her but she got angry at me and din wana talk with me for days..i dont care bout that actually but thinking "what if im in her position?with no driving license?"since im the only sister she had and all my siblings are boys.. non of my em' are interested on watching jb movie.they said he is gay.haha.they're ruder than me.right??haha..it was very sad to see that she desperately wana watch the movie but non of us wana accompany her..so at last i accompanied her watching jb..and yes!she's not made anymore.she did everything i asked her to do the next day.HAHA.(benefits to me).i did this also because i want to borrow her laptop the next day so i had to be nice to her in order to get the credits.HAHAHA.

today watching jb again with hanan and nurul,both of them were JB BIASES!!and im not..its just that if i dont go,they wont go too..and before we had many cancellation on watching movie...so i don't want this time to be cancelled so i just "agree" them on watching JB again for the 2nd time.and yes its worth to watched!its not all about jb!its because of HANAN and Nurul x.wana know why???THEY were so HYPED like they screamed HERE and THERE,hahahaand they CRIED when JB performed one less lonely girl!!u know right? as one of the FANS amongst thousands of fan inside the concert hall were chosen to be the"one less lonely girl"who w be brought to the stage hahahaha.not to mention that jb get real close to the lucky fan on stage.this is i think when they start to cry.haha.its not because of the song!its because they were jealous towards the fan.they wanted to be the "one less lonely girl!"hahaha.<-my guessed hah.xb.
After the movie,y knw what?they directly bought the jb album at nearby shop(komunis wah eh)haha.and they played the songs all the way home.HAHA.mkb..and yeah as always, we took some pictures to be remembered(dlm kerita okay).haha.
Ah ah ah enough eh.toodles.ngalih ku eh.:b.

Tuesday 3 May 2011

i said last time was my worst day hah.....but nooo.i think this time is my real worst day.i wont forget this case.wana know what?

i lost my acc book yesterday(bank book i meant)i realised the book was gone during block 4(syariah subject),here's the story..

i just came into my class and sat on my seat then i thought about going to the bank after class with nurul X and Hanan...then i checked my bag*looking for my bankbook*m then i SHOCKED!i checked again and again and again looking for the book.but there were NON!its Gone!!!i was shocked that *bad words* slowly came out from my mouth spontaniously!i was panicked!!!!beside me was Dijah who was like "what happened?what happened?why why?whats wrong?"haha. i told her about it and she too checked my bag herself.i gave my bag to her and she took out all the things inside my bag haha*clever idea hah*but still we couldnt find any!!how i really hope she would find the book from the bag cuz that time i was really like *mind lost/i lost my mind*in malay we say it *hilang akal*there's this feeling that id rather lost my phone than that BOOK.gahhh.it was 12 o'clock' i called my brother at home asked him to check my room just in case maybe i left it *maybe i forgot*but still he couldn't fidt it at home either.GOD i was like *wana killl my self*but NEVER.hahaha.the i my self went home to look for it but still bad news.then i went back to school ad trying to look again for the book everywhere i went before.but still i couldn't find any.ahhhh i oso went to the SA room asking for any lost and found item but again bad news.i was with accompanied by nurul X anyway thanks for the time nurul..i just went home empty handed.i couldnt even have a good sleep last night.ohh what a panda eyes.

today,icame school a little early..trying too look for the book and agait what a wasted time i spent.hmmmph...after the national anthem and the DOA..there's announcement"diminta kepada nurul afiqah ismail' i dashed to admin room without hering the other words"untuk ke bilik SA room right now"...haha.i went out and "where to huh??"hahaha.i went back to my AE class and asked my friends where to head,and i dashed to Students Affairs room to looked for the responsible teacher who called my name,and there were GOOD NEWS!they found my bankbook!!!!it was found by one of the staff members i think its from Syariah section.MILLION THANKS TO THE TEACHER who found it!!!!and there was me .i started to smile again!the DARK dead feeling went away and thanks to Allah for the miracles.

during break time.-again i was bullied by the same person!u know who..she's called shera i GUESS.we friend no more right?HAHAHAHA.we were doing what i called "snap fight"haha.it was a picture taken candid-ly/without good pose?haha..and at the same time we did recording2 without the person know it.and many were BAD pictures.its not what u think.what i mean bad was UGLIEH.MOSTLY uglieh were my pictures.hahaha.and a very unfair things came up she stole bibi's phone deleted the recording of her.IT WAS FUN TO WATCH IF ITS STILL THERE.HOW UNFAIR EH.ill revenge u soon.haha.MKB.MKG.

ill shut up now.got heavy head here.toodles.

Sunday 1 May 2011

its 1st of may!!!!
its another start of a brand new life.

my MOTO is

"live ur life freely and set a goal to achieve for ur future.its for ur own good."
ill try toremember my "moto" always in my head without losing and forget about it.I'll try hah.haha.

its 12 days before my first AS level exam which is geography(13.4.11) then followed by General Paper..will only taking 2 subjects for AS but hey don't look down on these subject.ITS FREAKING HARD to coop with it.im serious.:/

me is DEACTIVATING my facebook account now...its temporary only..ill be back asa my exam over. but do contact me on twitter ill update there somehow if im free and i usually release my tension there.haha..and yeah success.its OFFICIALLY deactivated now.temporarily BYE BYE on FB dear fellow..hehe


i think i gotta ban my self from using the internet!i think i overused it.haha.or maybe i should just limit my internet usage huh?well im trying... eg: deactivated my fb just now.LOL.i have blog,twitter and my tumblr(still in renovation btw).haha too many to handle eh.i wonder how those people can coop with these internet thingy..*frowning*


...ill miss 2pm.gotta stay away from them for 2 weeks only if i can help my self.but hey "I CAN AND I WILL"!!!!!!maybe hahaha :S T___T-its for my future sake ANYHOW.(For my EXAM to be exact)

im enough for now.im o0ff.toodles..:D