salam isra mi'raj

assalamualaikum,

its 27 rejab 1432H / 29th june 2011,
salam ISRA' MI'RAJ to all muslims !!!! :)

anyhow,its 2 days already since kaka gmah's back to brunei on the 27th june last monday...but i still haven't meet up w her yet!*sighh* blame my busy schedule :bb...wait up kagim,ill see u soon!haha..bah dinner together at serdang how??:bb hmm i heard acai's going away today i mean arah kakim?right kakim??i know u're here.i hopeee!!haha.i miss kaka kimmmieee!!!TT

hmmm anyway,,,got function later at lambak..i mean makan aul?lurus kah namanya?*wondering*..for our late tua serbini..*al-fatihah*...i hope awal balik later cause i got syariah test for tommorow! :S
and tommorow's gonna be my last test for 2nd APR..wish me luck!!

ps-this week,me is soooo busy.!like very! and  am tired every single day...tension all over.:s i need rest.....:'( ..
baaa later getting ready to go t my cuz hoouse now.. anyeongg....

2PM - Hands Up

2PM ahandsup at inkigayo?i guess..so awesome!!!love wooyoung part towards the end when his shirt shineddddd.dayummmmm this is daebakk.very energetic performancee.:b

OMG.i forgot to list GP apr test on my schedule for today!!!!!*after checking back my older posts* shooot!but fyuhhhhhhhhhhhh.luckily my AE mate remind me this morning abt the test.i get to revise a little since the test were  on the last period at 1230.:s how could  i fogot abt gp ah..hmm maybe bcause i was too busy revising my syariah and usuluddin...hmmm but really,seriously!!GP paper was HARDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!mahn!!.i think i did 30% out of 100% for my GP.:s and 50%/50% for my syariah and 40% for my syariah..plus its real Hot todayyyy!!! i cant even focus on writing especially during usuluddin test..:'(

im relieved for now cause its now left only geography and syariah tests.:b i hope i will do well this time.:b

im tired,going to bed now..anyeong.keep in touch!.assalamualaikum.

2PM - Like A Movie

2PM "like a Movie at music bank" awesomeeee...but chansung din sing here....:s

thats okay cause 2 thumbs up at chansung during HandsUP!!

2PM - Hands Up

PUT your hands up at music bank!!!!!!!daebakkk!!!:D

happy birthday khun!!2pm comeback stage later.+ random feeling

its 24th june today!!
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHKUN (2pm)
-so as 2PM COMEBACK stage at MUSIC BANK later on!!! goshhh im excited!!!im HYPED!!kkkkkk

anyhow...yesterday was ptek netball league finalle,congrates to white tiger as the champ.eseh...
thumbs up to shera, nisah,grah and etc, lol for the great play..
gotta thank us bb,nurul and me for the supported.HAHA.cause we applaused the louder yesterday.!lol. and nisaah i did bring the banner its just u din see it cause my banner is invisible.*tho i hurt my hands holding the banner till the end*LOL. anyhow....chukaeeeeee aka congrates!!!

now,i can't wait for my badminton tournament soon...tho my right hand is still hurt ...just nevermind..

hmmm actually..im having a hard time lately....tho i looked happy outside but im not happy inside...really,i need a shoulder to cry on..i can only confess feelings here on my blog..i just don't know who to tell anymore.i just...its just..i think im lonely.i think im losing my self.i don't know who i am anymore.im not the real me..hmmm nevermind me..this is just a random feeling.i think this feeling will change tommorow.so just forget this.

alright,byee now ill see u later

PS,hows my new layouts??better than before?rate me up..buttt sadly i lost many links..:S i lost many codes too...anyhow..this blog is still under reconstruction...please wait a lil longer..:)

Taylor Swift - Mean

AWESOME!!how could i missed this mv!!im outdated ehhh!!haha.thanks to sabs

cause reminding me abt taylor swift!!i am surely missed many updates abt TS nowadays cause im busy with 2PM...no regret.haha

busy schedule,don't take this serious :D

its 22nd of june and its FATIN's birthday..
Happy birthday to youuu fatin...hehehe :b
its been awhile since we hang out!i miss that!!!so whennnn???anyway, let me finished my exam firsttt..:D

hmmm,this is my exam season..i mean tests season...just monthly test tho...but must still focusss ,not take things easy...since this year is my A level year..*goosebumps*

tue 21st june-usuluddin tasawuf,
wed 22nd june-usuluddin ulum al-Quran,
thu 23rd june-usuluddin tafsir,
sat 25th june-usuluddin tauhid+sya usulFiqh,
mon 27th june-geography ,adn lastly
30th june -sya(muamalat+munakahat)

tight schedule right?HAHAHA..not sooo...anyway...i still feel the holiday mood...

PS-i cant wait for 2pm comeback on music bank this FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im exciteD +hyper!hahaha...2pm gonna rock the stage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Eng Sub] Lie To Me Episode 13 Part 1

ep 13 just uploaded today!!a great thanks to the owner..i mean the uploader.really can't wait for the part 2!!!

currently upgrad-ing my blog...

im currently upgrade-ing designing and etc my blog...so to those who visits my blog currently, sorry cause now is a mess...be patient...these "still under reconstruction" blog w take days since im not really good at designing...soo bianhae..:s

[M/V] 2PM "HANDS UP" from HANDS UP

THIS IS JUST SO CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!me my self repeating this mv like more thatn 15x already!what a joke !!!!!!!!!!!!!chansungaaaaaa.stop killing meee.!!!HAHA

1st day of school...i mean 3rt termmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.gosh...i was realllll sleepy in class!boooooooooooooring!i still need more holidays...at least a week extension laaa..puhlesssss!no?ok.yeahhhhhh back to studyy and yeah tests is waiting. what not,tommorow..i will have my usuluddin(tasawuf) test,next on wednesday..i will have usul(ulum Quran) test,then on thursday i will have again usuluddin(tafsir)test,..then next on saturday ill have usul(tauhid) and Syariah(usulk fiqh) tests...aigooooo 2 tests in a day...:S then next mmonday ill face my geography test :S omg very stressful to think.gahhh....

but,somehow i feel rather happy today wanna know why???my2pm DVD concerts just arrived..kekekegonna share the photos someday...wait until me rajin then i upload.haha..
baaa anyeong..

Lie To Me Ep 12 5/5 Eng

currently,i watched LIE TO ME until ep 12....ep 13 still not yet uploaded..i guess tommorow maybe ...HEHE...woohp!!go YEH.;D

YOONEUNHYE!!!!!i gotta share some pics of my fav K. actres....she can act,she can pose,she can be feminine,she can be childish,she can be like boyish,if she cries...even in acting... trust me!usually...you'll be sad!!HAHA..i must say this, that she is VERSATILE!!DAMN!!PS,i've never get bored with her poses...and she's a very nice person too cause if u get to know her well,she usually lend help to ppl esp to charity..she involved in many charity..just search google for more information.!and she always gives support her friends,e.g her former baby V.O.X team.. correct me if im wrong...:b
i would also say that she's my all-time favourite korean actress!!from princess hours until now....... LIE TO ME!!

yesterday...went chill-ing at Nad's crib at 2pm until 5++..enjoyed my time there playing monopoly..and yeah i din win.:b actually i was planning to go k-box-ing after but i cancelled it cause its already late..overall i enjoyed yesterday with nad,sabs,nurul,bibi and "miss nevermind"(eventho kajap sja kedia ani).anyhow..its 3 days left to school reOpen..hows revision girls??HAHA.oh yeh,thanks to NAD for the Mee curry,it was awesome!i mean deliciousssssss eventho padasss!!HAHA.

than later yesterday night,i went JP with cousinssss ..and YEAH at last!i rode bumpercar.TWICE!haha sorry dear cousins for the great BUMPED last night!i bet u all had a very uncomfortable sleep last nitee?no?no bruises?haha.cuz i hurt my musclessss i mean my arms...sakit tanganku yoh.not because of bumpercar act..but because of the "hanging" aaaa arah playgroundd.u know what i mean kaaan?dayummmm my arms loose.HAHA.i hope im getting taller!!LOL.

wnt home about 11pm++ then we bought nasi katok for dinner...urgh..i don't like eating late dinner cause u know i easily gain weight ah..but hard to lose it.:b.

okay....TODAY FRIDAY,Brunei times is 11.21am ..its 3 days left until school reOpen!!omg trust me,i am NOT ready yet!!causeeeee im gonna have my APR exam directly when school starts! i really hates exam.but its a must and for our future...sooo lets HWAAAITINGG!!

anyeong.gotta go cook for lunch now!LATERRR

[TEASER] 2PM 2nd Album 'HANDS UP'

DAEBAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!2PM NEW MV "TEASER" a must watch VIDEOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOSHHHHHHH.*fainted*

hoiiiii!!:D first of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my cousin, the cute kaka Gmah.haha.semoga panjang umur murah rezeki and live happily ever after dengan keizinanNYA..and yeahhh i miss you sistaa!!please come home brunei soon!!ummm 27th june eh u coming back ?I REALLY CANT WAIT!! jalan aaa.woohp!

okay...i went swimming tadi pagi with my cousins about 830am+++...ooo so early ah...well we don't wanna be there LATE cause crowded..no fun if crowded.cause crowded means lack of space for us to swim and many ppl will know that imma good swimmer.vise versa.lol.well,i learned new swimming style which now i can sit under the water for a minute now.before i couldnt even get my self stayed under the water even a second cause i float easily!haha..nothing special tho but for me i call it improvement!

anyhow....such a small world..while swimming i saw one familiar face that i really know VERY well!and yes he knew me well enough too!guess who?my guy friends?NO.my girl friends??NO!!my other cousin?NO!!! he is my Usuluddin sir!!i was like OMG!!why must cikgu usuluddin??why why??waeeeee!!!i panicked that moment cause u know...swimming kan?i don't wear tudung jua tuuuu.dayummm.i tried to hide myself among my cousins but failed cause i can tell that my usul' sir recognised me even from far..but im afraid that i din even liat his face after that.haha.hmm i did but sekajap2 .since he was busy with his kids...my panic gone.haha..i got goosebumped!haha.but still i continued swimming cause we just got there when he came..alang2 jua.haha.its not that i was afraid of him..no...its just that i don't feel comfortable for not wearing tudung in front of cikgu usul'..shame on me :s but how to do..ottokke arah swimmingpool bah tu...unexpected berabis.:/

okay...after swimming,i went martabakk-ing at serusop with the cuzzies...thumbs up!it was NYUMMY!!and then..i went chill-ing at lambak(cousin house) ,we played monopoly and i won!!YEAHHH!haha..was there until 2 then mom's texted me..the msged goes ;

mom : alum kamu balik?balik mama udah dari mengandang kami pulang dulu balik...
me : oops*lupa gtau mama kami lepak kelambak kajap*my bad..
mom : k

haha..then i went home...and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ my phone vibrated.Azie texted me

azie : jadi main badminton ahh
me:*awuahhhh astah sikit lagi lupa* bah at 3 come to my house..*tired mode*
azie: bah i mc u when i get there.
me:*i just mc her*well u know save topup.haha.

then at 330...i played badminton with her until 5pm..awesome eh not many ppl tadi...siuk sikit main..but i dont play awesome tadi cuz i was really tired..sorry azie...but we had fun right..and yeah..saw many ptek juniors in the dewan..:)
i got home at 5...then dad asked me to help him tukar tayar kereta prado..with abg adib,my lil sis,my lil brother and cousin nadia...more tiring was we need to hantar balik the tayar yg ditukar ani kerumah sebalah*rumah lama kami*and ambil the original tyre dri rumah sebalah atu jua...maigoddd ngalih jamuuuu!not to mention that it is a landcruiser tyres...BIG ones fellow!!big ones!!so we rolled the tyres lah.haha.and yeahhhh i got dirt everywhere!esp my hands!hmmmps..
then,my grandma arrived..i mean my nini bungsu...minta dgnkan ke kadai jait...well potong baju for raya soon..heheheh...and yeah we went to the saloon and now here i am blogging ,telling you abt my busy tuesday!HAHA...

anyeong*sleeping mode*LOL
FYI,every spelling mistake or wrong sentence i made, blame my tiredness.haha.cause i don't feel like checking my sentences.PS,im using mixed malay and english.and yeah broken bro!broken!
get use with these language.anyeong.*snorring*tertidurrrr...

2pm new TEASER PICS!!!!!kkkkkkkkkkkkk dayummmmmmmmmmm!!!DAEBAKKKKK!

hi again out there...i had an extra class this morning at 8-10am..syariah subj. :) and yeah some got into my head and some not.haha cause im still holidayLAG...yknow holiday mood..huaha but yeah its good to have xtra classes cuz u wont feel emptyminded or somehow blank when school reopen...but hey to be honest here..having extra classes during holiday is not fun its.....hmmm speechless.haha..but im glad that i get to meet some faces i missed..my friends lahh *you know who you are*..:D and yeah there's one absent.si Nad.she just broke a promise.said she would come but nope!...haha jk i dont take it to heart okay....i knew the reason..she told me already.:b

after...i went to the tailor shop with hanan and bb to take our own designed tshirts which i waited about 2 weeks *if im not mistaken* to finished,actually must've finished earlier but y'know..many problems...so... postponed many times,,...and today its finished already....overall...im satisfied lah..but as always there's lacking of something w my shirt..i don't know if its just me or what but i felt there's somethin missin..hmmm idk .haha..and yeah i got the shirts already...but yknow what y money is exactly enough for the shirts..haha..luckily hanan brought $23 and miss nevermind paid me her $20 act its only $18 but ILL pay yah $2 back soon ayt and and yeah there's no extra money,!nada labih lagi,lurus2 usinku!sooo it made me broke!haha.nothing left in my wallet!just some coints...mahnnnn this is DAYUMMM!
i planned to have lunch w them actually..but my situation din allow me.haha so our lunch out cancelled.we just went straight home.*sigh*sorry girls..haha


afternoon case,
i was in the kitchen cooking for lunch and while waiting for my fish to fully cooked i was also looking for plastic bag to replace my room dustbin and yeah there i was looking in the boxes full with plastic bags and i found one..then i shaked the plastic bag,in a sudden i felt bushy in my face and my hair and i looked down to my shirt to my left to my right and my hairr and SHITTTT! ANTS!!! small red ants! covered all over my shirt and lower....i shouted!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh * siblings were like what happened?kenapa eh??*i dashed to the bathroom without answering them and leaving my uncooked lunch behind!i shouted my lil sis look after my uncooked fish.idk wether she heard it or not.haha and ahhhhhhh goddd this is the first time i bathed so long!haha.luckily that my mother checked the kitchen, if not overcooked lah the fish i fried HAHA..and yeahhh GOSHH!!!! i was terrified by lil ants!im traumatize by ants!aint funny!!!banar tahhhh im terrified!!haha ants anitah..

ehhhhhhhhh GTG,okay anyeong,gotta help mother preparing dinner.

here's taylor swift INNOCENT lyrics..
i love the lyrics..especially the one "lives change like the weather,its never too late to be brand new"....i got the feeling..we're all still an innocent..eseh...kkkkkkk


I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everybody believed in you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
You're still an innocent

There's some things you can't speak of
But tonight you'll live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would sing what you know now then

Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep?
Before the monsters caught up to you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too

Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never too late to
Be brand new

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights are still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent....

heyho....sorry i missed out blogging lately...y know mood problems...:)

i will start with my GOODNEWS!!wanna know?my PC is back!!!!viruses solved!dayuuuum i feel AWESOME!!! first thing i do is on you tube-ing checking for any 2PM updates...and yeah there were MANY id missed out!goshhhhh i need to catch up real fast!!also...my current favourite korean series "LIE TO ME" which ive also missed out some latest episode...goshhhhhhhhh the story is getting INTERESTING each episodes...CURIOUSITY curiousity curiousity increase every moments...i salute YOON EUN HYE for making me this crazy.plus i want her handbag which she usually carried in "lie to me".those who watch the series would know exactly which bag im talking about...hmmmmmm

oh yeah.....i just bought 2 yonex tshirts yesterday..awesome eh?haha i desperately need the shirt wah..cause im out of sports shirts already...haha y know i dont want to use the same shirt to the same event on the following day.....what would ppl say kan? its okay if i wear the same shirt again but another day lah...not back to back lah like the next day wearing the same shirt kan?bari malu jua...y know what i mean?ahh get ur self understand fellow.hehe..

i need to go survey-ing sports attire...i mean the seluar saja....the shirt?enough is enough okay haha....but for sure i want the brand to be "NIKE" amm i would accept adidas for my 2nd option...but NIKE is my priority.haha..not to mention that imma NIKE freak..but this time i want the cheaper one okay...below $20 would be okay...im more grateful if there're below $10 and a good comfortable one to use would be okay too..im not that choosy u know..haha but really i need to find a sports trous'rs sobad cuz mine right now is getting worn out..hahahanaaah im kidding..i just want a new one..:b

hmmmm to be honest so far my holiday is BORING!!!.haha i dont know why..i felt like im being a housedaughter.like a housewife.HAHA.its like...im cooking for breakfast...doing laundry then again cooking for lunch...you know those thingy...im not complaining here okay...this is the fact!:bbb and my free time would only in the afternoon which i usually go badminton-ing with my 15th year old brother..at the nearby court..y'know mixed double....oh yeah yesterday we had a game with unfamiliar strangers, i called them the "brothers team" cause they both looks the same...haha ..i actually wanna share here that ONE of em' was really goodlooking like VERY!!!haha i couldn't focus on my playing cause i was more to angan-angan....daydreaming y'know imagination...and my brother and me lost.blame it on me lil bradahh.hahaha.i got blame by my own lil bro cause inda hang.u know.haha...actually its more like *gilaaa bari malu eh lawan sama laki2 handsome,inda focus tarus jadinya*i usually dont felt this way when having matches with guys but but but but....... i think yesterday was "love first sight".HAHAHAHAHAHA.*ashamed*and shhhhhh dont tell anyone about this.:b ..i could tell the guy was about 19-21 of ages.woooohooo.i hope to see him again.cheeeeh.im not flirting okayyyyyy.......JKJKJK .LOL.

hmmmm im enough for now...gotta help mother preparing for lunch....anyeong..
oh yeah....to my friends....do contact me if you girls are planning to hang out.i really need to go somewhere so badddddd.ykow chill-ing...eseh.bah KIT@keep in touch.

today ,many things happened...1st of all ..innalillah to my goodfriend ..arwah saida atikah who had just passed away this afternoon..al-fatihah.. I am kinda sad right nw cuz..u knw she's a very nice friend...but Allah lebih menyayanginya disana,semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg beriman....

Anyhow,happy birthday to my goodfriend oso..azimah azizi(my gp mate)..happy 19th babe.:b...

Anyhow two ,haha its school holiday starting today!damn i feel good!hahaha.
Am gonna miss my friends,my geo mates,my gp mates,my usul mates and of course my syariah mates oh yeah my ps3 mates too!!!and everyone laa..

Am currently on my bed whatsApp-ing with my friends...andddd its complicated to tell..
I dnt wana talk abt it here either..

Actually..right now..im hurt..its called 'sakit hati'in malay..its nt smthing important ..bt its about smthing that i have to think about and solve it right away before its too late.hmmm...

Aright then,anyeong

PS,i really hope you 'who must not be named 'not really a ~tuttttl~*cencored*.cuz if you 'who must not be named' do,ill do everything to make you 'who must not be named' wake up and be normal again like you 'who must not be named' always do.

Fyi-again im updatin' using phone..my fingers feel shaky.so yeah,.soon!

these are some pictures on my dad's birthday..i kinda missed the one when dad cuts the cake...cause that time dads suddenly came and i forgot to prepare my camera.haha
okay we went to scr rest' for dinner the next day..aaa....fyi,the horlics upthere is my fav drinks huahaha!!awesome!!........eh gotta go nowwwwwwww.mother's calling me..........ill update again later

I woke up this morning at 535am ,went out heading to the bathroom with my little heavy head and barely see my way til i nearly crashed the bathroom door..annen i heard my dad's voice calling my name from downstairs.my eyes spontaniously opened real wide .i dashed downstairs with my pyjamas on and my messy hair i directly asked my dad : why?
Dad :mana lesen mu ah?mengapa inda bge bbh awal2,mun bemingu2 krg alum teuruskan payah lg tu krg.eh kau ani..
Me:speechless.*dashed upstairs to my room taking my expired driving licence*.also i wonder *mama lupa gtau bbh kali,aku gtau jua udah dari ari atu*adui...

I gave my dad my ex.driving licence annen he went to work.
Eh its still 545 tho,guess he has a morning shift.
If i knew from the beginning,i would just ask my dad to renew it for me..nevermind..i love my dad tho he's a very serious dad.:b
anyhow,i felt rather dissapointed cause making my dad worried early in the morning in his *special day*,u know its 2ND JUNE, its my dad's BIRTHDAY.ITS HIS 49TH tho.hehehe..the one and only hero i got is my "dad"

mm..ok i gotta go now,im at school,inside lecturer theater1 watching an anime.haha.not just an anime but this anime are about environmental issues where the animals get angry because the human are cutting down the forests..u know things like that.its fun tho!really...bh later..

PS- ill upload my dads birthday cake later if i get to snap some.

And every spelling mistake,blame my phone keypad and a rush hour.haha.cuz im using phone.so kinda hard.xb..
Fyi,im using mix language "malay+eng" here.so get use with it.

i just got home!guess what????there's no one at home and the door are ALL locked.the thing is that i don't have the KEY!!!how am i suppose to get in without a homekey!!and the bad thing is i really need to go to the toilet so baddddddddddd!!.i directly called my mother and she asked me to go to her office to get the key..okay i zoomed like very very very fast!!!and halfway there i saw my brother passed by me and he's on his way home.godddd why not a lil bit early ahhhh. really wasting my time ehhh.haha....i Uturned back home like so fast.u know desperate.hahaha okay now im home!

FYI,i hate beribi traffic light.waited about 5-6mins for the green light.damn so so what a long wait.plus my car is hot.yes there's aircond but mine is classic car and with the temperature almost 39 degress celcius???it aint workin!!my car cant handle it.*sigh* i wish i have hummer.hahahaha too demanding ah?okay just volkswagen then!haha still over??...naaah just joking tho...im glad i have a car rather than none?right???its not my car tho...still my daddy..haha..

i went to jpd just before i get home....to renew my license but for the second time i din make it..u know rush hour.hehehehe.i went to jpd already yesterday but it was already closed by the time i reached there...so i went there again today about 2+++pm...but the queue was long...:S i dont like waiting, pluss i have to fetch up my brother at 330pm...i just went back home then...was with a friend tho,had some pita burger before i went home...so yeah it cleared away 1/2 of my frustrated.hehehehe...bahhhhh i need to sleep.my head feels heavy...so laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr