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Ku tahu ku adaMu Tuhan

Kerna kau yang satu
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Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu

Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu

Kerna kau yang satu
Yang setia bersama ku
Dikala ku jatuh ku bangkit kernaMu
Ku tahu ku adaMu disisi ku selalu
Bantulah hambaMu mencari keredhaanMu

Ku tahu ku adaMu
Ku adaMu selalu

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assignments.

assalamualaikum,

straight to my points______________

In a 2 weeks time my overload 9 assignments are now left only with 2 assignments left. kekeke not that i do ot fast.but a last minute preparation is killing especially for those newbies who is not use with last minute of assignments preparation. it needs totally a mentally and physically strength to hold on and  ability of being patient and shardly able to stress or tension. im not saying im not even stress nor im not even tension.indeed I  do get stress and i do get tension...but i can hold on, i can stand it and i in sha Allah finished my works. but it really needs a really strong will and a calm mind. and Of course a family and friends support are also a big help in helping you doing your works or assignments or anything.

hmm okay...im enough for this morning.

assalamualaikum.

I miss my family, my home, my bed, my freedom

I miss home. Its not that long since i havent been home btw, but i miss it. I miss my parents. I miss my sibling. I miss my babyfruit!  I don't believe i said these things. Haha. 

And bot to forget, i miss my outside world..away from works, away from any problems, away from curiousity, away from anything that disturbing my mind. i need fresh air. I need space..haha too much needs huh.

Its been 2 weeks tho ive been away from home. Not long enough i told you. But u can feel the .....the.... Emotion. If u knw what i mean.. Hehe.

Ok till then..i see you sometime ..blog? Hehe

Curiousity kills.left out.

recently..ive this feeling of being left out of many things. I don't mind if i was being leave out rarely.  But frequently, i cant hold on.

How do u feel if you were the only one that was being left out as in u were actually in a group. And after, u din even know a single thing of what they are talking about.and when they started to laugh or they started to talk about things..they understood each other but i dont. And even ur closest one din even tell you about anything. This is when i felt worst.i felt heartache.scratched everywhere as ur closest one din even understand you. At least , at least tell me even i dont ask, cause if you know me, u'll tell me even i don't ask. Curiousity kills. ill do the same  if u do the same..lead the way and ill follow. ask me of any curiousity . and ill tell. only to you. U knw that.  its hard to endure curiousity thus sometime will lead you to being moody .leads you to being silents.lead you to become less concern to your surrounding. As i had mentioned before in my older posts.. I am very unconcern if the other ppl din tell me anything of what they've been saying..but if it my close friends..i am very much concern and very much mad if the one that is not open minded to me and not sharing a single thing is my close friends.  okay,.. Just a simple curhat here. im trying to be positive . Ya Rabb jauhkan sifat-sifat negative dan sifat-sifat buruk dari diriku dan sahabatku serta krluargaku. Aku mohon.. Bersihkan hatiku dari sifat munafiq. Amin.! Sahabat, uhibbuki fillah abadan abada' .

but...at the end of the day.. wise thought is a must. moral of the story it is still me the one that is so emotional .so...dear myself, "hati dan jiwa yang bersih menghasilkan pemikiran yang positif". and don't mind those who doesnt even mind about you.mind those who always with you thru ur bad or ur good. and accept advise np matter what. b strong.