best quotes?i guess

i got this quotes at a place called internet~~i just love this quotes n perhaps i hate it too..just read=)


10th grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

i just hated the guy..sobs~hee

mixxed

holiday..hmmmh.. visit to kk(just 3 days,dun worry)..was too much enjoyable..i bought many thingy not as usual..cause there brgnya more lawa2 than here..some things were cheaper though..
hee..

2 weeks holiday?ummh much boring n i hated it bcause i dont study at home f cuti buku pun cuti jadinya~adala jua baca2 ONLY a lill i guess?.hee

oso..a friends of mine hanan..kana than di hospital?tekajut mati ku sbnrnya but i buat2 tenang lah sja...hehe.i was sorry i couldnt visit her that time cause im afraid of the deadly famous virus .........i cant even say the name .oh my... ok now ea dh aff frm hospital..im glad she's okay...take care friend~ly

1st day of school-absent
2nd -absent
3rd-cuti
thurs...brutah skula

pasal i demam...orang demam dilarang kesekolah..jikalau sekolah juga akan dihalau..weseh bahasa melayu standard sementera..AND this buat aku more boring pasal dirumah lagi.eh payah eee.i wanna go to school bah.cobalah untuk mengerti~

b4 i forgot....
5th of july,nina my only sis(little sis) birthday!!!!hehe..that night we surprised her together with amni(my lil bro)who will have his birthday on the next day...WITH 1pound of chocolate cakes(amni punya) and oso 1 pound of strawberry cake(nina punya) ...the surprised was a lil bit delayed pasal si AMNI masatu sibuk2 tia kan mandi..so bbh n mama did their works by delaying nina with all kitchens work(which usually my work)haha..sebelum nina masuk bilik tamu untuk online(kami2 slalu kumpul dibilik tamu wa pasal blaja on9 n segalalah)so..me and my other siblings sudah pasang candle on the cakes and sampai hancur candlenya(dibilik tamu)..adui....hehe
when the time came yes babah called out for them started nina dulu(who was kan menangis pasal pkir nada cake untuk ea cause it was already 9 pm kali nda ngat)hehe n i saan handal keyboard played birthday songs tp ada dikit kesalahan...shame on me..hehehehe...then masuk amni n tekajut pasal his birthday was kana celebrate earlier...(pasal esk pagi2-7th of july- he has to go back to his hostel tutong-skulah arab.sian dia~

the next day-7th of july-mama punya birthday wah...bbh planned arahku nya bbh ptg krg blik mama keraja bawa mama keserdang ara nini kan antar kueh nini kirim..noo bungsuku yg kirim (tinggal serumah wit nini jua)hehe bukan nini..then masa bbh sana ea suruh kami bli cake n get ready di BILIK BBH untuk surprise kn mama...tpnya nda menjadi pasal kami aher datang kerumah...so we use the 2nd plan which time mama mandi kami bbh suruh ready2 cake n watsoever....n bbh told us to wait in front of bbhmama punya bilik..n kalau bbh basar suaranya meaning sudah siap tu mama..heee n when mama kluar bilik me with(my siblings) sing out birthday songs for mama n mama was surprised!!haha.mama punya cake mau tau???cocholate+yam cakes laaaa....it taste sodapppppp berabisly..n we were disajikan with KFC(bg apip bli)and nasi bungkus ayam(bg adieb bli)hehe...yeaah senang sekali hidup malam atu.hehehe
happy 46th b'day mama.~

today-my cousin fatin sleep over dirumahku hehe pasal ea bureng...n she brought oso her laptop..hehe pasal ea bureng dirumah though ea nda g kulah..hehe...and and she panat lah urgnya..hahaha.ea tyidur pkai bju kurung wah.unbelieveable jua tu..haha.nya comfortable bah pkai bju kurung tidur.haha antyam tah kau patin..

tonight-wondering skula ka nda esk ah...hmm i miss my friends damn much.hehehe.hye girls~~~~i cuti batah ane i thought nada hw...sekalinya di FB hanan gtau ada hw POA lagi.aduh...mati aku.,..FINAL A/C lg...adui...OMG.capek aku ee...
nyt2 dulu guys...toodles..

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