-Bonding-

Indeed, it is true what people have said that...

U wont feel the same when you are away like what you feel when you are close.

Indeed, the seperation even just for a short period of time will solidens the ukhuwwah between you and your partner, you and your friends, between you and your family! It will make you realised that you need them, that you love them, that, it will make your Ego drop and begin the comfortable bond between you and them.

*true facts . :)

Rindu seorang sahabat :D

Assalamualaikum dear fellows,

Okay, my best partner sedang awayyyy~ Eversince she told me she'll be away for a week last time, i already felt sad, cuz i know im not strong enough to handle it esehhh.

i is Already missing her.. friend of mine , my sister i would say., a very well behave sister, teman rapat ana dihostel and everywhere in sha Allah , teman seperjuangan..till jannah in sha Allah .. Recently just took off and went away to jiran punya negara lah fer a week moreorless.. For her debate competiton i would say..

So sad i wont lie,
So dim my situation ,
So sunyi my life ,
Cause nada dangan kan berdebat ,
so sunyi cuz nada kan ditagur ulahnya,
So sunyi cause nada kan di cari2,


Paksa mencari org lain kan di nyaya... Hohoho. But, it wont be the same situation. Hehe

Browsing and browsing our pictures should help i think! Hee. K bye


So here's the thing, lets make du'a for her.. Semoga selamat pergi dan balik.. Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar.. Amin ya Rabb...

Rintihan hati ku,

Assalamualaikum,

Ummi ku, abahku,
Betapa aku mengingatmu dikala aku sedih
Betapa aku memerlukanmu disaat aku jatuh
Betapa aku mengharap pelukmu saat aku sedang sedih

Betapa diriku amat menyayangimu
Betapa diriku amat memerlukanmu
Betapa diriku amat mencintaimu
Betapa dirimu amat berarti buatku
Betapa dirimu amat ku sanjung
Betapa aku amat menghargaimu
Betapa dirimu adalah nyawaku
Betapa dirimu adalah nadiku
Betapa dirimu adalah segala-galanta bagiku....

Maafkan aku saat aku leka
Maafkan aku andai aku menyakitimu tanpa sedar atau tidak,
Maafkan aku andai aku tak menyenangimu,
Maafkan aku saat aku leka akan dirimu,
Maaf andai aku melukakan hatimu,
Maaf andai aku ......... :'''''''''''(
Maaf andai aku sering membuatmu marah..
Maaf andai aku tertinggi suara..
Maaf andai ...........:/

Ummiku..ibuku...bondaku...mama ku....
Abiku:...abahku..ayahndaku....babahku....
Sesungguhnya anakmu ini memerlukanmu aku sangat sedih... Seperti sekarang... Sedih yang teramat.. Seandainya aku dapat menceritakan hal ini kepadamu... Mama..ayah.... temanku seumur hidup!

Don't worry we have Allah

Currently, in a situation i cant even handle by my self....ya Rabb only to You i gave my all! Only You...only to you i seek for forgiveness....ya Rabb berilah ketabahan kepada keluarga ana .. Berilah ketabahan kepada diri ana.. Sesungguhnya hanya Kepada Engkau kami berserah.. hanya kepada Engkau kami mengadu.. hanya kepada Engkau kami memohon pertolongan.. Ya Rabb, ya Rahman , ya Rahim... Berilah kami kekuatan untuk sentiasa menuju jalan Mu...jalan yang benar..jalan yang lurus!! Ya rabb....and i have nothing to worry cause i have You.. Allah... :')

sahabat...ukhuwwah Fillah Abadan Abada

sahabat.... andai engkau tau bahawa kita saling memerlukan antara satu sama lain...
                 andai engkau tau apa yang tersirat di hati dikala engkau leka tentang persahabatan kita...
                 andai engkau tahu bahawa terkadang aku rasa tersisih saat kau terlupa kewujudanku....
                 andai kau tahu bahawa aku merasakan sangat senang bersahabat denganmu..
                 andai kau tahu bahawa aku cuba untuk tidak bersedih hati saat kau menyisihkanku..
                 andai kau tahu bahawa aku sangat sedih mendengar engkau menceritakan tentang kisahmu                                                                    
                 tehadap orang lain berbanding diriku..
                 andai kau tahu aku terima apa sahaja kesalahanmu
                 andai kau tahu bahawa aku sering teringat dirimu disaat aku bersedih dan memerlukan teman..
                 andai kau tau..engkau membawa aku serba serbi terhadap perubahan ku yang
                 semakin baik...in Sha Allah
                 andai kau tahu..aku merasa sedih yang teramat saat engkau mengatakan engkau akan bersama
                 teman lain bila tiba saat kita akan berpisah tempat...
                 andai engkau tahu bahawa aku tidak tahu mengapa rasa hati ini seperti ini...mungkin kerana Allah
                 menguatkan hatiku untuk sentiasa besahabat denganmu sahabat..
                 andai kau tahu bahawa aku sedih bila kau sedih..
                 andai kau tahu bahawa bila kau terluka , aku turut terluka
                 andai kau tahu bahawa  bila kau senyum aku turut senyum..
                 andai kau tahu aku tidak sangka kita akan bersahabat..
                 andai kau tahu bahawa aku ingin kita berkongsi masaalah kita..
                 andai kau tahu aku ingin menjadi orang yang engkau boleh percayai..
                 andai kau tahu aku tidak ingin menjadi yang terakhir yang tahu mengenaimu..
                 andai kau tahu gurau sendaku adalah untuk membuat engkau gembira..
                 andai kau tahu dalam gurau sendaku itu tersirat satu maksud supaya engkau           memahamiku... 
                andai kau tahu...aku menyayangimu kerana Allah sahabat...for the sake of Allah!

PS;  ini ana repost......ana tambah-tambah sikit je.. Isinya hampir2 sama dengan situasi saya...selamat membaca teman-teman. semoga dapat pengajaran dari luahan hati hamba Allah ini..

my comeback since decade.LOL

as'salamualaikum?

i miss blogging.seriously.....i don't lie...

its March 1,2013 today... and its my 1st time posting in 2013..perhaps i missed out in 2012?no? haha i don't remember. i'm now in a collage .. secret,i don't wana tell keke. still year 1 yet semester 2 already.. College life was alhamdulillah im slowly adapting in the so salled Hostel life cause im living i a hostel..and yeah slowly adapting living there since its my 1st time living away from my family...eventhough its not far away like those who went abroad still i miss home life..and yes alhamdulillah i met many goodfriends...a very goodfriends indeed...shud i mention the name?? emm next time..hehehe . Also living in hostel changes me inside and out...its like the process of being mature *what people always said* and yes it is true.. no kidding. i was like from bad to good...and by the time from good to better a person...in sha Allah

currently...my 1st semester break in my 2nd semester...ive to do observation in school for the whole week which means this week is not like a break at all.its more to doing assignments and researching and those similar things you do in college life. Pressure strikes cause i got a presentation to do after this semester break...and exams are also waiting after this break also...i don't know how to divide my time to study, doing assignments as well as obseration because time is short with such hectic schedule... ana hanya berserah kepada Allah SWT..

and yeah..you know what? its 18days to my birthday starting today...start your countdown people! haha..joke joke...don't count...i dislike that. :p

you know what....? i miss my bestfriends...you people! how shud you forgotten me! haha  shud i mention you people name here?no need right? cause i know you know who you are chinggu.


okay i gotta stop...Mama's calling me.. as'salamualaikum

woahhh...its been a while since i updated my blog. huhaha i felt sorry my self..*sigh... i was so lazy to update things lately..idk why but ...one thing for sure,i don't write when i don't feel like to write..u know wht i mean? confused?me too! lol okay...i was just visiting my blog and i my self pity my blog because of no update..oh my oh my oh my..okay here's the thing..im going to update back my blog step by step like the 1st time!...slowly...slow and steady..haha

mmm...helo?this is awkward..haha im still lost...its like "jetlag" but now im BLOGlag.u know what i mean?.lol  ehhhh ill just come back tommorow.haha
currently.: 21:06 brunei time...im quite lagging and slow.so inshallah ill update tmr....byeee